It’s been one of those days when I’ve felt so very alone even though my partner is in the flat with me. He’s at work right now, and will be until at least midnight, if not later, so I am alone right now.
So much is going round in my head right now, it’s actually got to the point where I can’t even colour without becoming distracted. Thankfully I am seeing my GP next week, I am on a 185mg dose at the moment of antidepressants and I still feel suicidal. Not good. Tried doing some clearing up of the flat, but I got bored of that very quickly, got my favourite playlist of spotify on, I was going to get a bath, but I just can’t be bothered.
Just feeling like I am in the middle of no-where with no-where to go and no-one to turn to..