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Silent Sunday

The low hum of my laptop, the odd bird tweeting outside, a train trundling past every 30 minutes or so, no-one to talk to, no-where to go, it’s only 11.23 and I feel like I’ve been awake for 2 days!

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Watching. Waiting.

“Masquerade paper faces on parade, masquerade, hide your face so the world will never find you”* except I suspect the world has found me, and it’s staring hard, judging all the movements, all the steps, all the words, everything. Watching.

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A Fragment

I’m a fragment of my former self, where once I did so much alone, now I’m afraid to leave the apartment. It takes so much to just get on the train to go into Liverpool for my acting classes, it

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Brick Wall

Urgh, don’t you just hate it when you wake up and feel like you’ve been hit by a brick wall and a train? Literally how I’m feeling today, even though I slept, reasonably, still so tired. Drained. Fed up. It’s

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Poems 1.1

Does Anybody Care Does anybody care about the wellness of me, Or am I destined to be alone and only me, Does anybody notice, When I am not around, Will anyone remember me when I am dead in the ground.

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How are you today?

Well? How are you today? Yes you reading this, *waves*, if no-one has asked, I just did. If you are in the UK and any time zone ahead of BST, you’ve done great, you are doing great, have that cup

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Truths

*This is quite a long entry, sorry in advance* Hello Darkness, my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again… Living with Chronic Depression and Chronic Fatigue and eczema that’s caused by stress and environment, one can only hold

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