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Watching. Waiting.

“Masquerade paper faces on parade, masquerade, hide your face so the world will never find you”* except I suspect the world has found me, and it’s staring hard, judging all the movements, all the steps, all the words, everything. Watching.

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Help, what help

Having seen my GP last Tuesday and spoken with him a decision was made that for my own Mental Well-being I should withdraw from the play, which is what I did. But whilst at the GP he looked at my

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Never Judge A Book By It’s Cover

You’d never judge a book by it’s cover so why judge that because someone has Mental Health Problems that’s all that person is. There is ALWAYS more to a person that just Mental Health. Take me, yes, right now, I’m

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Rehearsal Sunday

Had a rehearsal day, if you could call it that, 11.00 – 14.45, went through a scene with the other cast members who are in the scene. Really felt out of place and useless. Asked my tutor about Spotlight, which

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Truths

*This is quite a long entry, sorry in advance* Hello Darkness, my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again… Living with Chronic Depression and Chronic Fatigue and eczema that’s caused by stress and environment, one can only hold

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Week Four – Done

Just got home having completed week four of my 10 week Script Analysis class. For today’s class we had to analyse (yeah I know it’s the course) the script “Au Pair and the Student”, which is from the play The

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The Suicidal Mind

*The following is how I feel during my suicidal times, not everyone will feel the same* Ever had that sinking feeling that you’re not wanted? That feeling of loneliness even in a room filled with people? That feeling that there

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