A Fragment

I'm a fragment of my former self, where once I did so much alone, now I'm afraid to leave the apartment. It takes so much to just get on the train to go into Liverpool for my acting classes, it terrifies me. I never used to be like that. I was planning on visiting my... Continue Reading →


The Evil Within

There is an evil in the darkness, Of which no-one speaks, It hides amongst us, And appears when we least know, The evil is all around us, Everywhere we go. No-one is safe, From the evil that I speak, No-one is unworthy, No-one is too weak, Yet in the darkness there is light, Ready to... Continue Reading →


They say trust is built from an early age, I don't deny that for a second. My family, no matter what, will always be the most important people in my life. I don't just mean my parents and Grandparents, I mean everyone, Aunts, Uncles and cousins. I'm lucky in that both my parents were from... Continue Reading →


Stomach turning. Butterflies fluttering. Sickly unease. Scared. Afraid.  All the above are how I am currently feeling, to the point I'm more awake than I should be this time of night. I've been watching 'Quantico' today to try and remove the fear within, whilst it's on I'm fine, ish, but as soon as I look... Continue Reading →

Hope Fades

I was supposed to go visit my parents today, in the wilds of Scotland (they're up near Aberdeen), that didn't happen. I had a meltdown, thankfully before I left home. I've made the journey before, many times, it's a route I know well, yet today, my mind took over. My anxiety kicked into overdrive, I... Continue Reading →

Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com.

Up ↑