Watching. Waiting.

"Masquerade paper faces on parade, masquerade, hide your face so the world will never find you"* except I suspect the world has found me, and it's staring hard, judging all the movements, all the steps, all the words, everything. Watching. Waiting. Waiting for me to slip and fall so they can laugh at me. Waiting... Continue Reading →


Poems 1.1

Does Anybody Care Does anybody care about the wellness of me, Or am I destined to be alone and only me, Does anybody notice, When I am not around, Will anyone remember me when I am dead in the ground. Does anybody care when I am in tears, Does anybody care when I'm filled with... Continue Reading →


*This is quite a long entry, sorry in advance* Hello Darkness, my old friend, I've come to talk with you again... Living with Chronic Depression and Chronic Fatigue and eczema that's caused by stress and environment, one can only hold out for so long before Darkness raises it's ugly head. I shouldn't be feeling this,... Continue Reading →

The Evil Within

There is an evil in the darkness, Of which no-one speaks, It hides amongst us, And appears when we least know, The evil is all around us, Everywhere we go. No-one is safe, From the evil that I speak, No-one is unworthy, No-one is too weak, Yet in the darkness there is light, Ready to... Continue Reading →

Don’t Give Up..

When all seems lost don't give up, it may feel like you have no choice, that you have that feeling of no-one wanting you, no-one caring, but someone, somewhere, does, you are not alone. (this is not just for everyone who needs it but also for me) There are days, like today, when I literally... Continue Reading →

Not A Clue

They say "Home is where the heart is", nice statement, but what if your heart doesn't know? Then what? Wander around aimlessly, trying different places? I used to think Home was where my parents were, or where I felt most relaxed or happy, but now when I see my parents I am not usually that... Continue Reading →

Another Day

They say you should be pleased for even the smallest Self-Care, whether it be getting a good night's sleep, a nice cup of tea, a siesta, colouring, a bath, or even just making it through another day in one piece. I had times during today when I cried, when I just curled up in bed... Continue Reading →

Endless Cycle

It always seems to me that just as I think things are getting better I hit a brick wall that is so high I can't scale it. So wide, I can't go round it, and there definitely no point in trying to dig under it. We've all been there, that place where you just can't... Continue Reading →

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