A Fragment

I'm a fragment of my former self, where once I did so much alone, now I'm afraid to leave the apartment. It takes so much to just get on the train to go into Liverpool for my acting classes, it terrifies me. I never used to be like that. I was planning on visiting my... Continue Reading →


Brick Wall

Urgh, don't you just hate it when you wake up and feel like you've been hit by a brick wall and a train? Literally how I'm feeling today, even though I slept, reasonably, still so tired. Drained. Fed up. It's only 10.36 BST but it feels like I've been awake for days, even though I... Continue Reading →

Hope Fades

I was supposed to go visit my parents today, in the wilds of Scotland (they're up near Aberdeen), that didn't happen. I had a meltdown, thankfully before I left home. I've made the journey before, many times, it's a route I know well, yet today, my mind took over. My anxiety kicked into overdrive, I... Continue Reading →


Firstly, sorry for a lack of blogging, my mind has been unable to focus on anything so I've spent most of the last few days colouring, its about all I can manage right now. So if this turns out to be a complete load of tosh, you know why! I actually hand wrote a journal... Continue Reading →

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